Sometimes I just think it all was a dream. That this year never actually happened. That I've never been to America. It's so surreal. I don't know why I keep on blogging and why in English? Maybe cause my blog has been a safety, maybe cause this is the place I still get to write on english. No idea. But my english has gotten worse since I got home. Sometimes I forget words and grammar, that's probably why I write in english right now, just to practice.